Maybe it's because of the long winter, or the new season that has finally arrived, but lately I've been feeling vaguely anxious/discontented/unsettled which, with the help of people smarter than me about this stuff, led me to understand that I need to make some changes. By that I mean, I want to try doing things differently here at Nahcotta. The really scary part of that sentence, is that I have absolutely NO idea what that means. And for those of you who know me, I'm much more comfortable with the telling of this kind of story when I can present it all wrapped up with a nice bow. And here I am telling you the story totally unfinished and not a bow in sight.
I don't think that the changes will be major, but who knows? It's possible that we'll keep a strong focus on art but do fewer but bigger gallery shows. Maybe. Or maybe we'll do more events showcasing the products that we sell. Or not. Maybe I'll spend more time here at Nahcotta. Maybe I'll spend less. Maybe I'll hire someone so Abbie and I can spend more time traveling and getting inspired but what other folks do. Maybe we'll keep keep the staff as is. What I know right now, is that I don't know. As tough as that sentence has been for me to embrace, I also understand now how exhilarating it can be. Because I can easily now imagine that being less sure will lead to a (possibly very small) tweak to the way we do things and, very likely, that will lead to something really wonderful.
On the recent podcast, "Back to Work", Merlin Mann said that he's focused on"making the time to be scared of more interesting things." From where I stand right now, I find that enormously inspiring.
I also want to be clear that this need for change isn't based on declining business or anything wrong. In fact, sales are up and things are really fine. But I want great! The best part about owning your own business is that you get to change course without asking for permission or having to blindly adhere to some set of guidelines set by some other entity. Rebecca just reminded me of that the other night, and for that I'm enormously grateful.
So, in the spirit of not knowing, I can't say what's next. But I will keep you posted.
6 comments:
Deb, I know that any new directions you take your life and Nahcotta will be amazing. You are one wise, hip chick. Here's to new growth and wonderful changes! xo
brave new world, my clever and pretty blonde entrepreneurial best friend. i am wildly impressed with your fearless voice and your willingness to show all who love you and nahcotta that you're willing to embrace some risks. know that you are loved and the story is yours to create.
xx - rc
just read this from my email list and it struck a chord! it's reassuring to read. have been feeling a little the same, especially about the not knowing what but knowing something needs to change and it is tricky!
good luck with the next step :)
belinda
Thanks for the kind words! And glad it resonated, Belinda!
I have never read your posts before, let alone met you. But I admire your courage to forge ahead into the unknown out of a desire "to do more." Leaving one's comfort zone is not an easy thing to do.....I look forward to hearing more about where things lead you....
I love it. brave and vunerable and embracing.
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